Monday, July 14, 2008

Is tomorrow the day that will change my life forever?

Tomorrow dh goes in at 9am for his sample and at 10am is my iui! I am cautiously optimistic, but have an even keel disposition to take it how it comes. I got the day off for tomorrow and hopefully will have a smooth rest of the week. Kind of glad it is on a Tuesday, that will break up my week and hopefully make it go faster. I have secretly documented in a pg journal how I feel at this point in our journey. In the 1st page it states to write about what I am expecting when it occurs but I crossed it out and wrote what I am experiencing during IF. I wrote about how I felt like I had been to war and back and feel like I have a medal of honor badge because of what I have been through and how I have coped. I feel like I will succeed now matter when it happens and about how I have come along way. Now is the happiest I have felt in my life physically and emotionally. So please wish me luck and send me your prayers and good vibes. Regardless of the outcome I will prevail.

2 comments:

Paula Keller said...

Hi! Here from Lost and Found.

Good luck with the IUI! Four eggs should give you a pretty good chance!

dmarie said...

Hoping things go wonderfully for you this week :)