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I am feeling a little down at the moment. I looked at Reedsbaby blog and got slightly depressed. She is now in her second trimester – 15 weeks. Even though it took her 19 cycles and one IVF, I am happy that all is well. No hard feelings but deep down I am feeling jealous. I feel like once people cross over to the other side they are just as desensitized as those fertile myrtles. There is this lady at work who is pregnant and I avoid her like a plague. I just feel like my life is at a stand still. It won’t start until we move get settled down and then have baby. Until then I feel like I am in this limbo world waiting to cross over tot the other side.